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This page is dedicated to all the women in the world who are or who have been abused!!!! Hi my name is Sooner; I have this name because I'm an X abuse woman. I lived with my ex-husband for 10 years. I met him when I was 16 I thought it was love.Looking back now it was the worse mistake I had ever made in my life.If i could turn back the hands of time. I would .

I got pregnant at the age of 17 my parents wanted me to do Something I didn't believe in I moved In with my X. Shortly after I moved in I had to quit High School as he had lost his job and he blamed me for. I started to work 50 hours aweek and I would come home and clean the house. He would just lay there and do nothing to help all he wanted to do was boss me around and drink his beer. I remember the very first time he hit me .I was cooking dinner for my Dad and him I had just got home and was trying to hurry. He came up behind me and spun me around and hit me in the face.Standing there and glaring at me he said I was no good,a terrible cook and did not know how to be a wife.

I took this(abuse)for many years haveing kid after kid till I couldn't stand it no longer.I felt my life was meaningless and there were days Idid not want to get out of bed. The kids(my salavation)was the only thing that kept me going. It took all my strength to leave this monster of a husband I knew I never loved.I kept it bottled up in side me not wanted my family know the big mistake I made. One morning I got up and decided to leave takeing my kids and getting out. I have never looked back.
I am so lucky to be alive and i know it..Each day i get down on my knees and I thank the lord above for it..I've gone back to school I have gotten my GED I have my Licenses to drive I have come a long way.. And i will keep going on this path of my life i have now because I love the knew me...

What is 'abuse'?
Physical harm to you or an attempt to physically harm you; placing you in fear of imminent serious physical harm; forcing you to engage in sex by force, threat or duress.
Here's how Chapter 209A works: You may request protection from abuse by filling out an easy-to-understand form (called a complaint). These forms are available in the Superior Court, the Boston Municipal Court, the Probate and Family Court, and the District Courts. The names and phone numbers of some agencies that can provide information and assistance are listed below.

If you request, the court will ensure that your address is kept confidential from the abuser and his attorney.

The court may protect you in a number of ways, including ordering the perpetrator (called the defendant) to stop abusing and/or contacting you or your child, or move out of the household and remain away for up to one year (this time may be extended). In addition, the court may order that you be given temporary custody













Would you want someone who loves you see this?
There is a light at the end of the tunnel just take it one day at a time and you can make it! My mother is crying,


My father is in a rage,

Blood drops to the floor,

My father's hands covered in streams of reds,

With my mothers pain,

I endure two times worse,

Watching,

Knowing I am unable to help,

No way to stop the madness,

No way to stop the pain,

To end the suffering.

I want to stop the hurt and pain,

But how can I, when

I myself, am a Victim of the insanity

the poem was written by Jennifer Susan Faught


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